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(Dengernya pake headset. Suara zarry adem :’3 ) 

Ada rasa sedih saat melihatmu bahagia. Bukan karena aku tidak ingin kamu bahagia, melainkan karena bukan aku yang membahagiakanmu. Itu menyakitkan, seperti pukulan yang sebenarnya ingin buatku tersadar. Mungkin ini waktu untuk aku terpuruk, supaya aku dapat melihat Tuhan memakai kenangan ini untuk buatku dipenuhi kesiapan, sehingga doa dapat melahirkan semangat dan kemudian buatku bangkit.

Namun ketahuilah sebelum aku sudah tak lagi mencintaimu, ini darahku mengalir membawa bayang-bayangmu mengelilingi tubuhku dan jantungku berdenting demi kau menari-nari di pikiranku. Ada satu hal yang sampai hari ini masih membuat aku bangga menjadi aku, itu karena aku mampu terima kamu apa adanya. Aku meminta ampun kepada Tuhan, sebab aku pernah berharap kalau suatu saat, ketika angin menghempasku hilang dari daya ingatmu, aku ingin tak pernah lagi menginjak bumi. Sebab hidup jadi terasa bagaikan dinding yang dingin. Aku harus menjadi paku, sebab kamu bagai lukisan dan cinta itu palunya. Memukul aku, memukul aku dan memukul aku sampai aku benar-benar menancap kuat.

Pada akhirnya, semoga, tidak kamu lagi yang aku lihat sebagai satu-satunya cahaya di dalam pejamku sebelum pulas. Semoga tidak kamu lagi.

(Karya: Zarry Hendrik)

Sometimes I want to leave this town. Forget all of those tasks and that goddamned college. And move to a new country. A quiet life in a new city. Traveling to new places wherever I want. Walk along the road corridor while reading a book and sipping hot tea. Boarded the subway. Just wearing a warm coat and sneakers. Carrying a backpack with a map in my hand. Walk , walk away wherever I want to go ~

—prastihardita


Pengen flying fox lagi — Pengen bungee jumping — Pengen parasailing — Pengen skydiving — Pengeennnn terjuuuunnnn :|

She is Me

She wakes up in the morning , glances in the mirror , brushes her teeth , throws her hair up , puts on a pair of jeans , an old top , grabs her bag and shes on her way — that’s all she needs. She runs out the door , five minutes before class starts and arrives just as the bell rings , cheeks flushed and all. She doesn’t try that hard at college , but yet she does amazingly well. She plays around with her friends because she likes to stay active and forget all her problems. She doesn’t stick to a click , she is nice to everyone. She loves long walks at the beach. Her room’s a mess and her cell phone’s usually out of battery , she never misses your texts , she just smiles ; she knows the world is hers. She has dreams and goals and someday hopes to achieve them. She’s had her past lovers , but she knows which one is the keeper. She has her enemies , she’s made mistakes and she knows it. But she doesn’t care. She’s happy with who she is and who she has — because in the end that’s all she needs. The days will always be brighter because of your existence.

Just wake me up when finals are over~

Lelah aku lelah~ Ingin mengadu dan berkeluh kesah tapi tidak tau harus dengan siapa~ Sudah 3 hari tidak pulang kerumah , tidur dirumah teman gara-gara buat tugas~ Sudah 2 minggu ini tidur selalu subuh~ pola hidup sudah tak menentu~ wake me up when finals are over~

If you were to ask me who I’d like to meet

I would respond by telling you I want to meet someone who will be there for me unconditionally and without change. Someone who will appreciate my presence , someone who will remind me constantly how much I mean to them , someone who will go out of their way to keep me in their life , someone who won’t give up on me. That someone who will put fourth effort. For once , I just need to be proven that not everyone is the same.